Well, on my walk today, I had a talk with the wind. I do that quite frequently, discussing the weather, friends, and such. Today was a more…deep, soul-searching conversation. I've come to the conclusion that I've been letting guys define me. Or rather, letting guys' opinions of me define me. I've been letting other people determine who I am and how I feel about myself. When I do that, though, I'm putting their opinions above God's. I'm basically saying, "God, your opinion is a lot, and I'm glad you love me, but I need to have their approval more." Which is a total load of junk. All that matters is God's opinion. And the people who know me and care about me, they don't care about the outside. They care about what God cares about: the heart.